Are you ready to be critisized?

This is what i would like to share to all who encounter the same manner as i am right now. I know many of us who experienced the same identity still are doubt and and why i am like this.

~Hugz~

Are you ready to be criticized?

This was the biggest part im having a problem with. Deep inside me i would love to express the way i am, but i am afraid to be criticized to those malicious minded that sorrounds. This is the hardest time that i’ve been dealing with, where it came to the point that i almost give up and end up everything. But i just realize that it is not only me who experienced the same identity crisis, 80% of male population does, and i am one of them.

Day by day as i seek the truth, face the consequences, conquer the burden that i am suffering right now and is not an easy thing to do. I’ve been a lot of criticism when i was in High, i tend to live to be looner as i am ashame of myself and afraid to be teased by everyone. I felt i was tamed not to mingle with colleagues, depressed and demoralized. Outcast and doubt feeling it was, but i was still hoping everything has an end.

I enter new dimension in life when i came in tertiary, the environment was a bit open, i never had hard times discovering new faces around me. I gain a little bit confidence to myself and slowly covered up my identity and seeking to understand the crucial stage am i into. Accross the road, meeting various types of identity and sum up and observed how they carry themselves with confidentiality. I met persons who had the same feelings, emotions, mutual identity as me. I carefully entwined and conived the experiences that we had with in some various cases. In such a way i slowly became a person and know my identity and beginning to understand the beauty of life and the acceptance of being BISEXUAL.

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