3. February 2008 by dfragile1.

No matter
how strong
we
hold on,
there will still
come a time
when we
suddenly lose
grip and fall
hard into
the ground..

-Words of wisdom
from a BUTIKI..

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3. February 2008 by ftayong.

Beautiful in my Eyes

You’re my piece of mind, in this crazy world
You’re every thing I’ve tried to find
Your love is a pearl
You’re my Mona Lisa
You’re my rainbow skies
And my only prayer is that you realize
You’ll always be beautiful in my eyes…

The world will turn
And the seasons will change
And all the lessons we will learn
Will be beautiful and strange
We’ll have our fell of tears
Our share of sight
My only prayer is that you realize
You’ll always be beautiful in my eyes…

You will always be beautiful in my eyes
And the passing is the show
That you will always grow
Ever more beautiful in my eyes

And there are lines upon my face
From a life time of smiles
When the time comes to embrace
For one long last wine
We can laugh about how time really flies
We won’t say goodbye
‘Cause true love never dies
You’ll always be beautiful in my eyes…

You will always be beautiful in my eyes
And the passing is the show
That you will always grow
Ever more beautiful in my eyes

The passing is the show
That you will always grow
Ever more beautiful in my eyes…

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3. February 2008 by ftayong.

As we all know that being in a identity crisis is not that simple as we thought it is. There comes a time that we need to find out and figure out ourselves of what we really wanted and liked. In my situation, i met a person who is so sweet caring and everything. He was the right person for and my all. We lasted our relationship for almost four months this year but unfortunately, once day he confessed that he is “Out of Love” for me. That was the painful words that comes out from his mouth that stubbed deeply into my heart and ruined my mind out of nothing i can do about. I ask him why have he come up with such unpleasant word? he replied, “it just come to a point that he felt no more value in our relationship”. I just can’t imagine myself of being told such line that really affects on me emotionally. I called him and was crying out as he spoke those words and ask him, “what have i done worng that made you don’t like about me? is there somebody else?”, he just told me “there is no third party, its just that our relation means nothing to me anymore, it like nothing no spark at all”I really don’t know what to do then after i’ve heard it. I am still currently in the middle of depression and emotionally sick about what happened. It’s really hard to forget someone whom you really loved the most and put all your trust on him. And its really painful as of the moment as it keeps on reminds me of him as he go along away from me.

Now, am totally alone and no directions, don’t know what to do. How i wish i’d rather die, than to live in this misserable life, that has nothing to do but bitterness and emptiness of my heart.

Lessons: Better to be single than to be committed.

*-=Hugz=-* 

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3. February 2008 by admin.

First Love?          

Who will ever forget their first kiss, first holding hands, first movie, first endearment, first hug, first lips to lips in other words “First Love”.

My first love is a long story and that is why I will never ever forget it. Everytime I reminice the times when we’re together I can still feel the butterly in my stomach and those mouses that always running on my chest. Huuuhh! My heart beats fast everytime I see him and when his near I think I’m gonna blush. It comes to the point that I wrote a poem just to express my feelings towards him. If only a girl can express her feelings to a guy I would certainly do the first move but I am afraid. I’m frightened by the things other people would say.” Ka igat aning bataa oi bata pa gni mag-una2x na sa laki” that would be the spyciest words I don’t want to hear. So sadly, I just kept the love I have for this guy not knowing he felt the same way towards me. Being a 4 months older than him, I felt a bit odd imagining how would the relationship goes if we are going to be boyfriend and girlfriend. I feel like I’m his “ate” or “sister”. Since elementary grades, we already shown affection to each other. Teasing, loving2x, caring and eating starapple under the tree. Heheehe..he is so cute, charming, macho and I cannot forget the scent of his perfume (iyang perfume mao sad ako gamit karon..hehehhee) We entered high school and a lot of changes have been taken place. One of our neighbor was secretly inlove with him too. Shocks! (competentia). That girl is my classmate. I was very shocked when my friend ask me if I know this guy and I joyously say Yes! He is my childhood friend. According to her, that girl is claiming that they are in a relationship. Whattt??? I felt like a bell rang into my ears and my eardrums were broken. How could that be, I never notice anything special on the both of them. So, I spy on them and they are caught in the act. They seems so happy, sweet…darn it! how could he break my heart. One day we talk about our lives. I asked him straightforward if they have a relationship and he Denied it. For 4 years in High School we are secretly in love(MU. I strived hard to win a medal so that my dad will not suspect that I was inlove. So at last, we graduated. May 20, 2002 I still can recall..In the cold wind on the seashore he ask me to be his girlfriend. Being in love with him for so many years ofcourse without having a second thought “I nodded..” I do loved him. For 7 1/2 months, we shared so many things…My parents knew our relationship and my dad has been so strict on me since then. I am the only girl among the siblings and he is very protective towards me. We seldomly see each other and I am very busy in College. You know college is very hard especially with my IT course. When 8 months comes a sudden strucks my life. There you go, that GIRL is stealing my boyfriend??What the Heek? Everyday of my life, I saw them strolling together, laughing…(tuyuon jud bah adto agi sa amua)..so I give up.

I was so hurt and I lose the willingness to study..but i never let my feelings overflow and control me. There was a time that I cried and cried on the CR. I throw the POOH stuff toy that he gave me as if it is him.I spunk it and talk to it..always asking why he did that to me? Shocks..drama ayo ko ato as in..

We never had a formal break up…We just talk with regards to the relationship few months after they break up as well. They never last as well..

He said he still love me, and wanted to make up but I did not allow myself to be fooled again though i love him but i kill my feelings for him. I cannot afford to lose my dignity and pride..So as my first love ends..

Hmmm…do u want to know about our first kiss and hugs? Haahahha…..I have my new bf na so ok na ako.

I’ll just tell you if you would post your love story on your First love…Post your comments please…

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